TMWTP2

Nine years, nine months Time is a missile They've come, they've gone You remain here now Pure, brotherly Intentions simple Yet so complex In some 'big picture?' More like some Hell Elusive ideals, Morals, values. Prosperity burns Fake war, real pain Suffering suffer The rest go on Who can give two fucks? Technology Kills what beckons us Pretty colors! No internal needs The beat goes on The pulse pounds higher You're forgotten Ignorance is bliss Yet through the flames A sight for glazed eyes Your smile, your laugh No cares in the world You haunt my dreams The fire cracks louder How missed you are And she'd love

Five feet's not enough, so he has to dig deeper And stare directly in to the eyes of the Reaper He stares at the sky as the clouds tumble over Familiar feelings flourish; those of a self-loather He peeks over the edge and sees a brother through the fog The brother turns away, so he begins to sob Tears fall from his face and pound down into the earth Each one carrying with it more of his self-worth He continues his digging, this time more thorough But stops when he sees what looks like a burrow He peers in closer at the hole in the wall Something startles him so much he stumbles back and falls He sees teeth sunk into his lip, which

They say dogs see in only black and white How I wish that humans could be the same way Because all of the gray we find ourselves in Seems to leave us empty and depraved It's not a matter of whether you're bad or good Seems like it's always somewhere in between It makes it making a decision About who you are is just plain obscene You think about your past and all of the bull shit You think you should be stuck there or completely let go But memories still haunt you even though they seem ancient And what you thought was old news once more is a foe You look at the life that you're choosing to lead Your friends, your family, your hobb

Say it again, Mom Just one more time Tell me how I'm wrong To say what I say Make more excuses for him The problems that still ring Haven't yet been rationalized Enough for me to accept the b.s. From the way he would drink From the way he acts proud From the way he doesn't work Yet heckles my 'low ethic' I don't want to hate him I almost want to respect him But it's not going to happen I've lost all hope for us

So seldom do I feel at home Or I'm at the place I truly belong And since finding that place is rarely condoned To even ponder over that place seems wrong Many die never finding this place This very thought saddens me far beyond tears Happiness gone without even a trace, Flying with ignorance through all those years? There are also those who reach this goal But don't ever come to this realization To me, they may as well not have a soul Their lives no more than an abbreviation And then there are those who turn out like me Who sincerely believe they know where home is Whose lives feel fuller than a fat man post-spree And would tra

I'll never forget The late night walks way 'cross town All the time spent at that Wal-Mart I think we could have lived there You don't know what that meant When my life had had me down I wish I could just push restart And go back to where we were But with you gone It feels wrong To try and move on And let go of those years New Year's Eve at Lance's Playing Rock Band, drinking Dews And talking in the sun room About the zombie invasion We'd take so many chances We were never afraid to lose Somehow we had groomed A flawless situation But with you gone It feels wrong To try and move on And let go of those years I see it a

There’s gravity to this situation Hope is drifting farther away But our minds are on vacation What is with this generation? We’ve much to feel, but nothing to say? There’s gravity to this situation We’re in a bleeding population More and more problems everyday But our minds are on vacation We can’t accept some blind sedation We can’t let all hope go astray There’s gravity to this situation It appears the end’s our only salvation This is truly NOT okay But our minds are on vacation There’s gravity to this situation We have to stand up for life today But out minds are on vacation

I'm not gonna yell I ain't gonna scream It's not a big deal No need for a scene You broke a piece Off my backseat And if someone is hurt It will not be me But then there's the fact That ya really didn't care Not even an apology When I told you, you stared It prob'ly don't matter To you in any way It's not your car, right? What should you say? But two days after When it was CLEAR it was you You decide to deny it? Really? That's what you do? I forgave without a 'sorry' And you do less than requite? Well, I've got to be frank That's a load of shit

I wish to be at peace And see Him in the sky Or something close at least My brothers are deceased I had no chance to cry I wish to be at peace I’ve been stripped of Golden Fleece I should have long since died Or something close at least I’ve tamed my inner beast Who beckons me to try I wish to be at peace My hatred is obese Acceptance gone awry Or something close at least I am on death’s crease I fully regret why I wish to be at peace Or something close at least