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Half the Douche is Missing

I'll never forget The late night walks way 'cross town All the time spent at that Wal-Mart I think we could have lived there
You don't know what that meant
When my life had had me down I wish I could just push restart And go back to where we were
But with you gone It feels wrong To try and move on And let go of those years
New Year's Eve at Lance's Playing Rock Band, drinking Dews And talking in the sun room About the zombie invasion
We'd take so many chances We were never afraid to lose Somehow we had groom

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GrayThey say dogs see in only black and white How I wish that humans could be the same way Because all of the gray we find ourselves in Seems to leave us empty and depraved

It's not a matter of whether you're bad or good Seems like it's always somewhere in between It makes it making a decision About who you are is just plain obscene
You think about your past and all of the bull shit You think you should be stuck there or completely let go But memories still haunt you even though they seem ancient And what you thought was old news once more is a foe
You l Gray
by ~TMWTP2

I Have to Kiss YouYou look up at me with those ridiculous eyes Eyes of comfort, freedom, and Lord knows what else I start to tear up at a swell of emotion These feelings so new I almost scare myself
But in this moment the words won't come To convey to you any sense of how I feel So I've no choice; I have to kiss you And accept the fact this is actually real I Have to Kiss You
by ~TMWTP2

All Hope is GoneSay it again, Mom Just one more time Tell me how I'm wrong To say what I say
Make more excuses for him The problems that still ring Haven't yet been rationalized Enough for me to accept the b.s.
From the way he would drink From the way he acts proud From the way he doesn't work Yet heckles my 'low ethic'
I don't want to hate him I almost want to respect him But it's not going to happen I've lost all hope for us All Hope is Gone
by ~TMWTP2

Friends with BenefitsSo seldom do I feel at home Or I'm at the place I truly belong And since finding that place is rarely condoned To even ponder over that place seems wrong
Many die never finding this place This very thought saddens me far beyond tears Happiness gone without even a trace, Flying with ignorance through all those years?
There are also those who reach this goal But don't ever come to this realization To me, they may as well not have a soul Their lives no more than an abbreviation
And then there are those who turn out like me Who sincerely believe the Friends with Benefits
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Self-Induced SezuiresI feel my heart press on my lips Who knew that words could feel so heavy And tears could feel so light
I don’t even want to breathe Sit here numb pretending words don’t exist Because if I don’t say it, think it Than it may not be true
The lies I tell myself keep stabbing my ribs But I will not cry out, let truth escape my pale blue lips
No. I will sit and silently stare I will twirl my fingers, blink my eyes Find patterns in my beaten hands Break plastic straws and play with food
I stand there and play with my hands until I Self-Induced Sezuires
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Its too late to Apologize...Mother and Father...
Hi, I'm your son, don't know if you realized... I've grown, changed and learned on my own with little to no assistance from either of you. Mother, you abusive drunk, when you'd throw your bottles at me, or strike me with objects, bladed or blunt I faught it, faught the urge to snap your neck like a twig, Faught the urge to push you through a window and jump-stomp your skull into a disgusting paste all over the street... When you hit me with the car, or crushed my ankle between the wall and your bumper, I refused to turn you in, out of fear, not love.
Father, you Its too late to Apologize...
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Two Months Ago TomorrowTwo months ago tomorrow You blinked and blinked And blinded 5 am First time I’d seen Those beautiful eyes For a long, long time I thought it was a miracle Thought you heard my voice But you just kept on blinking Those beautiful honey nut brown
Two months ago today Around 7 am You told me you lost your gloves You didn’t have the heart to tell me You didn’t want to say It was a gift, special to you Lost, forever on the bus
Two months ago tomorrow I sang a song To the early morn Still awake &n Two Months Ago Tomorrow
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i was forced to do this. and i suppose i'll update

Wed Jun 24, 2009, 5:07 PM

Mood: Peaceful
Listening to: the commentary for the halo 1 cutscenes
Watching: the halo 1 cutscenes
Playing: lots of assassin's creed lately
Drinking: is bad. Don't do alcohol, kids.

For

1. Your Name: The One

2. Age: 19

3. Single or Taken: Quite taken, and it rocks

4. Favourite Film: In Bruges

5. Favourite Song or Album: I can't stop listening to Ludo's 'You're Awful. I love you.'

6. Favourite Band/Artist: Rush, Dream Theater, Alkaline Trio, and Bayside are all time favorites.

7. Dirty or Clean: Little bit of both never hurts.

8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: Both ears, labret, and eyebrow.

9. Do we know each other outside of dA? I literally just glanced at you.

10. What's your philosophy on life? Don't piss into the wind.

11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty? Depends on how hammered I am.

12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? I guess I should tell you now. Me and Jake fuck every night. I'm sorry.

13. What is your favourite memory of us? Oh my god. I can't choose. We live together after all.

14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure? Pikachu. That's all I'm saying.

15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: I can do this thing with my tongue where I... never mind.

16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they? Materialistic-wise: a new drum kit, my own gaming system, and all the music i could ever want.

17. Can we get together and make a cake? Yeah sure just let me know.

18. Which country is your spiritual home? WTF does that even mean?

19. What is your big weakness? Crying girls.

20. Do you think I'm a good person? Yus.

21. What was your best/favourite subject at school? Anything music.

22. Describe your accent: Ohio.

23. If you could change anything about me, would you? Sure why not.

24. What do you wear to sleep? Sleeping clothes. Duh.

25. Trousers or skirts? Oh, skirts by far.

26. Cigarettes or alcohol? Alcohol

27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? Stuff you'd wanna do on the last day of your life. Duh.

28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you? Nope. Too lazy.

And I was gonna update, then I realized the only people that'll read this already know what's going on with me. Peace.

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Current Residence: An Uninhibitable Place
Interests: music, some sports, wishing TYPO Productions could exist, and a little music on the side
Favourite movie: zombie and horror movies above all...and war movies
Favourite band or musician: This is too broad to even touch on.
Favourite genre of music: ska, synth-punk, punk, alternative, alt-punk, post-grunge, melodicore, opera, musicals and much more
Favourite artist: Neil Peart, Ginger Baker, Gene Krupa, Matt Skiba, and more...
Favourite poet or writer: The Apostles pulled off a big hit.
Operating System: i run on crack...all the time...
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Shell of choice: I prefer Sound Percussion for drum shells.
Skin of choice: Remo heads for drumsets, Evans for outdoor
Favourite game: Resident Evil 5 makes me jizz my pants
Favourite gaming platform: XBox 360, Sega Genesis
Favourite cartoon character: Baby Lamont from Frisky Dingo
Tools of the Trade: drums, guitar, paper, pencil, voice, and all the random inpiration i get

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=TheLeavesOfMemory

Apr 5, 2009, 3:34:04 PM

I tagged you in a semi-lame "tag your friends" thing on my journal.

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*Irken-Defect

Mar 24, 2009, 11:11:25 PM

Eventually, I will go through every piece in your gallery. It appears I am foolish, not to have watched you earlier. This has saddened me greatly. Sorry for not realizing your awesomeness earlier.

...

Allahu Akbar!

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"There was a crowd waiting, the hardest choice was the picking of which one shall go first onto the stage, my stage."
~Donovan II

~ILoviesMe

Feb 15, 2009, 11:31:37 PM

You needs to get internetz.
Also, you need to stop fucking working all the time and call me up!

Miss you, hoe.

= my life!

for redheads!

Taken by Ben (the greatest, cutest, nerdiest, funniest, most caring man I could ask for)

I miss my friends in other states (Georgia, Pennsylvania, etc.) Come see me! <3

~TMWTP2

Feb 16, 2009, 8:34:05 PM

this is the first day off i've had since the 21st of january.

oh, and I'LL BUST A CAP.

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"I'm not a bigot in any sense of the word. I hate everyone equally." -George Carlin

~ILoviesMe

Feb 20, 2009, 6:20:16 AM

Aww, poor Matthew.

Don't work yourself to death, boy.
Whenever you get the chance, call me up.
Was just wondering when we were going to hang out again?
Pshh... I'd like to see you try!